Shadowheart

I did a writing (shrug).


Shadowheart
Shadoe Lass

My heart is black
Its filled with hate
It makes my thoughts
Disintegrate
The dizziness
It penetrates
My mind and soul
And body aches.

Am I alone
Or in the way
Of everyone
And everything
It’s been so long-
I start to shake
And all because
I lost the game.

Now how much better off would I be tonight
If I closed off everyone on every side
How much more could I do on my own
If I chased the cold grey light of dawn.
Would it matter if I hid inside my head.
chasing down the voice that used to be a friend.
Since the beginning there was only one.
Until it turned on me, multiplied and waged a war.

It burns like hell
And toxic waste
It sears my skin
And melts my brain.
The night is warm
I can’t escape
Its in my blood
And in my veins.

Now I recall
Another name
Was it my own
Or my deranged…
My inner thoughts;
My demons make
An agenda
To help me hate.

So back to back
And base to base
I flee again
I run the race.
They’re keeping time
And keeping pace.
They know the score
They know my pain.

They know my pain
I can’t explain
I am deranged
Is it in vein?
My other name
Is only ME
Something plain
So sharp it stains
The crimson rain
I’ll never fade!
I maybe may..
I don’t know ME.

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